Fuck you.

He cant live his life without me as a friend
I cant figure out why I'd give a damn to what he wants
I dont understand the now before the then.

Fuck you for defining my existance
Fuck you and your differences.

Fuck you for leaving me
Fuck you for not needin me
I wanna say fuck you
Because i still love you
No, im not ok
And I dont know what to do

And everyone in this life would mistake it as love
& EVERYONE IN THIS LIFE WOULD MISTAKE IT AS LOVEE.

okay, now i feel better. venting is good.  why burden my friends with my problems when i can js put it all out here, in a different way. hahahaha. whatever. done.  i put myself in this situation and im getting myself out.  

anywayy new subject, i am in for a busy week.  last week of summer school here we go.  6 page project due.  7 page extra credit due. 3 more homework assignments due that each have to be 3 pages long.  oh & plus the study guide for 4 chapters i still have to do.  i can do it.  i know i can.  keepin busy. can you keep up?  like i said, dont expect to see me till next week when im free all day everyday. yay.  im js tryin to love life right now, but its kind of hard when you care so much  some people will probably never understand me and where im coming from. & i get that. the end.

yours truly,

jamie