Running Late.

Why have a 745AM class? So much easier to get a parking at fucking crowded COCk. hahaha, but it is js so hard to wake up in the mornings and here i am missing class again. Ugh! Need some energy? Try the new java monster. Mmm it is yummyy. Thanks Samson for letting me try it yesterday.


Anyway, my dogs hav been barking non-stop this morning and I dont know how to stop them. They can be so annoying sometimes, but hey i love emm like no other. Today is going to be another long day. Class till 9:30PM, whats goin on tonight? Break 11AM till 4PM what we gna do?

I have so much to say, but sometimes I cant find the right words to say. And sometimes, when people apologize, what is there to say? i have nothing to say. what do you want me to say? its okay, everythings gna be alright? things will go back to how they use to be? Sometimes its not that simple... but hey thats life right? Who said life was going to be that simple? I wish it was, and i wish it was THAT easy to forgive and forget. Yeah some might say im too nice. Its true, i am too nice and i guess thats why i let people get the best of me. From past experiences it has made me the way i am, and maybe because of past experiences it gets harder and harder for me to express my feelings, i let things go too easily and i avoid working it out. I need to learn to change. Change is good. Shit happens, everybody makes mistakes, right? Who knows, i dont know what to believe anymore. I feel like bad thing​s happe​n at once and all good thing​s happe​n at once.​ Can'​t there​ be some balan​ce.​..

Yours truly,
Jamie

And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy.