FINALLY.

After a week of not going to my 745Am class, I wake up and actually go today.  Oh so proud of myself.  The bad part, I go to class and the guy I always sit next to tells me, "So are you ready for the test today?" Wtf, yes there would be a test.  I woke Ryan up and told him to go to class with me, but he didnt make it. hahaha.  The test wasn't that bad.  Only 11 problems. Wth!  Oh well, whatever the teacher wants, he gets. 

When I got home, my dad was eating and I sat with him to keep him company.  But oh boy, did he talk for days.  But he really got me thinking and he kinda got me back on track again.  I guess I kinda lost my way for awhile now.. .  He also started talking about friends.  Talking about who's a real friend and who's not.  My dad called me weak, and he said since Im so weak thats why he worries so much about me.  He told me I need to start making better choices with everything.  Even with friends.  You dont want a friend that will bring you down.  You want a friend who will bring you up.  Idk if that made any sense what so ever.  But yeah, Im gna try and get myself back on track with things, I just want to be where I want to be, where I NEED to be.  

OK now what I really want to say.  HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY KATHRYN MERLUZA.  I fcking lovee you!  I hope you have a great birthday.  Your party was amazinggg :) <3. Now this is someone I KNOW I'll be friends with foreverrr. Now some pics for your enjoyment.

yours truly,

jamie lynn.

ps: just taking it all in a day at a time.  you dont think i know, but i do. and im js laughing at how ridiculous you are.

OH and ive got some juicy gossip bt you'll never knowww. cuz ive got my mouth shut.  this ones too good, AND i cant tell a souuuulll.  ha ha haa. sucks for you.