Not the same.

I feel like Im going back to how I was before.
And I don't think that's a good thing.
I act like Im happy, in hopes that maybe if I do that, I'll start believing I really am happy. So far, it's not working. Who am I kidding anyways? Well, at the moment I am grateful to have those certain someone's who make my days a little bit better.

To you: Knowing me, I'll probably find a reason to leave. Im already starting to. Im never satisfied and I find everything wrong in a situation SO I can give myself and excuse to leave. I am difficult. You don't have to tell me twice.

Anyway, today was okay. Woke up bright and early at 6:00am. Lab at 7:45am is ridiculous, but HEY you gotta do what you gotta do. I got out at 12:30pm and went home. Took a really good nap, but got woken up by a certain someone calling me. It's ok, I didn't wake up cranky. Haha. I had more homework than I expected, but I like that better, it kept me busy. And once I finished homework, it was time for the Lake show. Sorry Golden State Warriors! (: Now here I am, but I really should be doing some studying. School is school and it's my time.

See you when I see you, Im still here, if you need me.
yours truly,
jamie