I feel like I'm just kind of expected to be a happy person, because hardly anyone ever sees me get mad, upset, or whatever. So when something does make me mad, I just make myself believe it's not a big deal, and move on. But that little bit of anger is still there, and every time something else makes me mad, a little more gets added. Eventually it's not a little bit of anger anymore, but a lot. And then an outburst happens, and usually it's with the wrong person who doesn't deserve it.
I should just let someone know if they make me mad, instead of them making me mad one too many times, and then I end up blowing up in someone elses face.
I guess I'll try.
yours truly,
jamielynn
