2008.

Thanks TwIN. I would. haha.
as 2008 comes to and end.. .

IN THE YEAR 2008.​

Lost a frien​d?​
mhmm.

Staye​d singl​e almos​t the whole​ year?​
pretty much.

Had your heart​ broke​n?​
im heartless.

Had a stalk​er?​
js a little bit.

Done somet​hing you'​ve regre​tted?​
not this year. phew.

Lost someo​ne?​
:( yes.

Cut class​?​
who can wake up for 7:45AM class? i sure cant.

Were invol​ved in somet​hing you'​ll never​ forge​t?​
i guess.

Visit​ed a diffe​rent count​ry?​
i was in the philippines in the beginning of the yearr.

Lost somet​hing impor​tant to you?
yes.

Got a gift you adore​?​
fashooo.

Tripp​ed over a coffe​e table​?​
too many times.

Dyed your hair?​
not this year. i dont think? haha

Came close​ to losin​g your life?​
ahhhh.

Went to a party​?​
seriously?

Read a great​ book?​
thank you joleena. helloooo twilight.

Saw one of your favor​ite bands​/​artis​ts live?​
thank you mattie. hellooo danity kane. best bday present EVER.

Did you break​ up with anyon​e?​
no

Did you get anyth​ing for Valen​tine'​s day?
yesmmm

Did you meet anyon​e speci​al?​
special to me, yeah.

Did you fall in love?​
with life, i did.

Do you like someo​ne right​ now?
good question.

Did you meet any new frien​ds this year?​
oh plentyy.

Did you disli​ke anyon​e?​
yup.

Did you make any new enemi​es?​
who knows, but probably.

Did you resol​ve any fight​s?​
i dont resolve things. ha

Did you grow apart​ from anyon​e?​
that's life.

Do you have any regre​ts when it comes​ to your frien​dship​s?​
none.

2008:​ Your BIRTH​DAY!​
Did you have a party​?​
not a party.

Did you get any prese​nts?​
for sureee.

If so what was the best thing​ you got?
danity kane tickets/ juicy necklaceeee!

2008:​ All about​ YOU
Did you chang​e at all this year?​
nothing like iwas before.

Did you get your hair cut?
for suree.

Did you chang​e your style​?​
idk? did i?

Were you in schoo​l?​
always.

Did you get good grade​s?​
yes with an exception to one class ughhhh

Did you have a job?
still at aber.

Did you drive​?​
mhmm

Did you own a car?
i have a car i dont pay for ha.

Did anyon​e close​ to you give birth​?​
yes!!

Would​ you chang​e anyth​ing about​ yours​elf now?
sure.

2008:​ Wrap Up
Was 2008 a good year?​
best year so far.

Do you think​ 2009 will top 2008?​
i sure hope sooo.

I confe​ss that in 2008 I...
(/) staye​d singl​e for the whole​ year
(x) made out in/​on a car
( ) kisse​d in the snow
(x) celeb​rated​ Hallo​ween
( ) kisse​d in the rain
( ) had your heart​ broke​n
(x) broke​ someo​ne else'​s heart​
(x)​had a stalk​er
( ) moone​d someo​ne
(x) went over the minut​es on your cell phone​
(x) had a good relat​ionsh​ip with someo​ne.
​
( ) someo​ne quest​ioned​ your sexua​l orien​tatio​n
( ) came out of the close​t
( ) gotte​n pregn​ant
( ) had an abort​ion
(x) had/​have a relat​ionsh​ip with someo​ne you'​ll never​ forge​t
( ) done somet​hing you'​ve regre​tted
( ) kisse​d under​ mistl​etoe

OTHER​
( ) paint​ed a pictu​re
( ) wrote​ a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) shopp​ed at Holli​ster or Aberc​rombi​e and Fitch​
(x) poste​d a blog on MySpa​ce
(x) visit​ed a forei​gn count​ry
(x) cut in a line of waiti​ng peopl​e
(x) told someo​ne you were busy when you weren​'​t
(x) parti​ed to celeb​rate the new year
(x) cooke​d a disas​trous​ meal
(x) lost somet​hing/​someo​ne impor​tant to you
(x) lied about​ how old you were
(x) prank​ calle​d someo​ne

In 2008 I...
[x] broke​ a promi​se
[ ] falle​n out of love
[x] lied
[ ] cried​ over a broke​n heart​
[x] disap​point​ed someo​ne close​
[x] hid a secre​t
[x] prete​nded to be happy​
[ ] slept​ under​ the stars​
[ ] kept your new years​ resol​ution​
[x] forgo​t your new years​ resol​ution​
[x] met someo​ne who chang​ed your life
[ ] met one of your idols​
[​x]​chang​ed your outlo​ok on life
[x] sat home all day doing​ nothi​ng
[x] prete​nded to be sick
[x] left the count​ry
[ ] almos​t died
[x] given​ up on somet​hing/​someo​ne impor​tant to you
[x] lost somet​hing expen​sive
[x] learn​ed somet​hing new about​ yours​elf
[x] tried​ somet​hing you norma​lly would​n'​t try and liked​ it
[x] made a chang​e in your life
[x] found​ out who your true frien​ds are
[x] met great​ peopl​e
[x] staye​d up til sunri​se
[x] cried​ over the silli​est thing​
[x] was never​ home on weeke​nds
[ ] got into a car accid​ent
[x] had frien​ds who were drift​ing away from you
[ ] had someo​ne close​ to you die
[x] had a high cell phone​ bill
[x] spent​ most of your money​ on food
[ ] had a fist fight​
[ ] went to the beach​ with your best frien​ds
[x] saw a celeb​rity
[x] gotte​n sick
[ ] liked​ more than 5 peopl​e at the same time
[x] becam​e close​r with a lot of peopl​e

2009, IM READY.

yours truly,

jamie

2007.

FOUND in my box of notes.. . memories.....

ohh what a boy he was, given to me october of 2007.
the good old complicated days. weird how love works huh?
and so he wrote me a poem .. .

love is a feeling that i can't explain,
makes me do things that might seem insane,
so many feelings just rushing through,
cherishing every moment that i spend with you,
when i notice you walking by
i get scared and feel very shy
every time i see you i look the other way,
feeling all queasy inside, not knowing what to say,
i think of what to say for a while ,
but all i come up with is just to smile,
since the first time we met,
your cute face i could not forget,
when im around you i can’t keep my cool ,
i just panic and act like a fool,
not knowing how to express what i feel ,
can this be love for real,
i wish i can be more than a friend,
i'll be with you till the very end,
i hope you see that this is true,
that i have fallen in love with you.

cute right. how'd i let this one get away? that's why i say, funny how love works. you can't help who you like, and who you dont. you cant force yourself to like someone if you just don't.  yeah, funny how love works.  

yours truly,
jamie

Daddy & Mamaa.

Thanks :) I loves it.

Yours truly,
Jamie

Babyloves.

Baby Loves, LOVE the LAKERS. <333. my babiiiiess, my favorties. lol and some more pics of them for your enjoyment.
yeah, you see those feet in the background? That's me! HAHAHA.

The end.

Yours truly,
Jamie

Okay.

Workskiiiiii till 10. Ewwww.

Yours truly,
Jamie

Ugh.

Im sorry I can't ever fucking please you. Thank you very much, FUCK YOU very much for ruining my day.

Yours truly,
jamie

Merry Christmas.

hahaha.

yours truly,
jamie

L.O.V.E.

Love gives you courage, being loved gives you strength.
Merry Christmas Eve
From my family, to yours. :)

COUSINS <333.

Yours truly,
Jamie

Yayy.

I couldn't be more happy than I am right now. :) FINALLY.
Never say never.

Yours truly,
Jamie

ps: I got my white christmas.. .

Gossip Girl.

Ok last one. I can't wait for the return.



Anyway, yay to gossip girl themed parties, oh you know.. .

Yours truly,
jamie

Fucking BurgerKing.

Got it from my cousin. ha



yours truly,
jamie

Trust.

Talkers. Everyone talks and tells other peoples secrets. Im not gna lie, I do it to. But hey, I keep things I know shouldn't be said and when I know it's not my place to tell. My point is watch what you say and to who, because you never know who they might tell. You can't trust no one. NO ONE, well I can't anymore. Even the people I thought I could trust let me down. So tell me, what's next? HA

Yours truly,
jamie

Oh no.

We're going back to the start.
Nobody said it was easy.

yours truly,
jamie

Again.

Here we go again. I'll be going shopping bright and early tomorrow yet again, maybe this time I'll shop a little for me too? hahaha. Maybe. To the americana it is! Well, I think? THREE more days till Vegas. Weeeee.

Oh, so I've decided.. . I will be taking Winter classes. Mmm, wonderful. Ehh, anyway, I was bored ... so uhh picture? ha


Yours truly,
jamie

ps: TIN hang out w/ me thursday. :) I LOVE YOU!

Not quite finished.

I didn't quite finish all of my Christmas shopping today like I planned to, and I spent about $300. Not bad? Idk... hahaha. Wednesday, I plan on finishing. Well I am happy to say I did not buy a single thing for me. Who knows how much I woulda spent if I bought stuff for me too. lol. Ohhh well. The cold has come and listening to Christmas music just makes me happy. Vegas in four days. I can't wait!

Yours truly,
jamie

Boring

Michael Bublè ugh, I love him. I can listen to him everyday and not get tired of him.



OH, and I forgot who sent me this a long time ago, but it never gets old. I like this song.



Anyway, uhm I think I'll finally get some Christmas shopping done tomorrow... I can't wait to be broke again. :)

Yours truly,
jamie

Hmm.

I do a lot of walkin, but I don't do much talkin' these days.

Well, I can't wait for tomorrow to be over with. & I especially cant wait for December 19th. :) Just one more paper and one more day of studying.

yours truly,
jamie

It's almost here.

It's almost here, can you smell it?! Time to make my wishlists for the secret santaaaa's. Find it on elfsterrr, you already know :)

The weekend was good. Thursday night, I sang karaoke with my dad, yeah I did. Friday, Mikko's 21st. Saturday, the Fight at Rob's, Sunday, mi casaaa. Im tired. Parentals left yesterday, and they'll be back home, TONIGHT. Back so soon, Ohhwell.

Winter break officially starts THURSDAY, I can't wait. Especially for thursday night, PURPLE & GOLD. Wooo. A great way to start off breeeak. Well till then, you can find me stuDYING. See you when I see you.


yours truly,
jamie

OH and I've been having this reoccurring dream every night for four days straight now, even today when I took a nap, and now Im afraid to fall asleep because of this dream. Ugh. It's nothing happy or anything. It needs to stop. ha HELP ME. I need to find the dream book my sister bought awhile ago, I need to figure out what it means......

Oh What A Night.

Last night was fun. Random, but fun. I'll post some pictures later. Oh Jacob Black made an appearance. Hahaha OH MAN. He loved joleena for sure. hahaha jk jo! OH, and I love how a certain someone picked me up and put me on the birthday boys lap and I turn to him and go "Hi im jamie, nice to meet you, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" hahaha, just a memorable moment of the night. HA. Anyway, find me tonight. buhbye. Now please excuse me while I go throw up last night.

yours truly,
jamie

Too much.

I actually went to math class monday-thursday this week. yes i woke up and got to class ON time. thanks to my 3 different alarm clocks. LOL.

[x] math test. thanks kid who sat next to me and gave me answers.
[x]presentation. thanks bryan for talking half the time. haha.
[x] nap. thanks ----- for waking me up.
[ ] english essay due at exactly 6:30pm. uhh wish me luck?

this week was pretty hectic. next week especially will be since its finals week. so for the kick off to finals week... party sunday? yeah, i said party and yeah, i said sunday. hahaha. jk, idk.

sadly, i will not be going to vegas this weekend. well time to bs an essay. till nex time.

yours truly,
jamie

It doesn't surprise me.

Yes, I understand people make mistakes. I've made plenty, from it being silly mistakes, to stupid mistakes, and even a mistake that changed my life. BUT making the same mistake over and over again? Tell me, why? I don't understand.

Time for another change.

yours truly,
jamie

ps: you did it once, and you're doing it again. go ahead, keep it coming.

Tonight.

Cause tonight, I don't even care.. .


yours truly,
jamie

ps: this long distance is killing me. :(

Baby Love.

This is my favorite baybehhhh, Raylene! Isn't she the cutest!?







yours truly,
jamie

ps: I hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving. I sure did. :)

Look what I found.

Hahaha, oh just back in the month of MAY.



goodtimes. hope you had a good laugh.

yours truly,
jamie.

Are you joking?

Hmmm.. . and now you're asking me to listen to what you have to say, yet again.

Thanks, but no thanks, I am not repeating history.

yours truly,

jamie

Can you keep up

Things are looking up again. 

I haven't been doing much at all lately.  Just school, (that is if I decide to go haha) and work, work work &  Oh, work.  Christmas time is soon and I am gna need the monaay honay. 

Oh I've been too lazy to add numbers to my phone, so don't get mad at me when I pick up the phone and I don't know who it is. :) Thanks.  

Thanksgiving is coming up, and I have alot to be thankful for this year.  I can't wait to gain 10 pounds on thanksgivingg. Wooohoo.

yours truly,

-jamie

ps: find me if you can.  i dont know where ive been either lately.  time sure does fly.

And you love it.

My twilight shirt! Went to hot topic before the premiere of TWILIGHT with Jo to get a shirt, YEAH I WOULD.  And i love it!

the front of the shirt.
and the backk. 



i LOVED Twilight. You have to watch it, but if you didn't read the book, you probably won't understand. haha. OH & i am in LOVE with Robert Pattinson. No joke, he gives me that butterfly feeling in my stomach and he js makes my heart melt whenever i see him. ITS LOVE i tell you. hahaha. So, who wants to watch it with me again??

yours truly,
-jamie

ps: ugh, i can't sleep. AND listen to my song of the week, loves taylor swift. lol

Citywalk.

Yay, tonight has finally come!!! I can't wait asdfghjk;
Twilight here we go.

yours truly,
jamie

An adventurous Tuesday.

Not really, but after school today headed to Sprinkles with Jess, Christian, and Bryan. Of course I got red velvet cupcaakes! Made my day! I've been craving Sprinkles cupcakes ever since last week when Joleenaaa got me one. Haha. Thanks again giiiirl. Greatly appreciated! After getting our cupcakes we headed to California Chicken Cafe for lunch, Bryan picked it. It was amazing I must say, good choice.
Anyways, picture time via-cell phone...

It is never a bore with these two kids around.
Christian


&Bryan.


These two love birds. Lovers & best friends. hahaha.


How cute, they were fighting over who would hold the cupcakes... hahaha.


OH and finally some crazy ass bitch we saw on the road. She was insane, for sure.


Anyway, it was a good day. I actually made it in time for my 4 o'clock class. Yes I went. Hehe. Only bad part of the day is that I was not able to go to the signing and watch Paramore with Joleena and Jill :(! OH and my cell phone came at 12:00pm today but since I was not home, they did not leave it for me because they needed a signature... ugh they're coming again tomorrow. Oh well. Hope you had a wonderful day.

yours truly,
jamie cupcakes. haaaa

No Cell phone.

My cell phone broke. In 3 days I'll get my new phone.
Need me? Find me if you can, you'll find a way.

yours truly,
jamie

Well.

Things change, people change, friends change, just like the seasons. And life goes on.
My life goes on, with or without you.

-jamie

Gives you hell.

The All American Rejects.


hahahaha.

yours truly,
jamie

Lakers.

7-0 babyy.

*NOVEMBER :

Fri 14 vs Detroit 7:30pm
Tue 18 vs Chicago 7:30pm
Thu 20 @ Phoenix 7:30pm
Fri 21 vs Denver 7:30pm
Sun 23 vs Sacramento 6:30pm
Tue 25 vs New Jersey 7:30pm
Fri 28 vs Dallas 7:30pm
Sun 30 vs Toronto 6:30pm

yours truly,
jamie

ANNOYED.

HA, I don't like you very much.

yours truly,
jamie

Obsessed.

OCD: Obsessive Cullen Disorder <3.



get at us.
http://obsessive-cullen-disorder.blogspot.com/
&& you love it!

yours truly,
jaym

Abby caakes.

Who knew? haha, I use to have a duck named Abby.. . hahaha, I found picturees!!! Oh mann.

she was cute. lol

yours truly,
jamie

Truth

Truth be told, i miss you.

Truth be told, im lying.. .

yours truly,

jamie

Escuela.

Taking the day off. hahaha.

Jury duty next week, wtf.

I hope one day you'll see, that nobody has it easy.
Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows,
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.

your truly,

jamie

ps: my essay due at 630PM i can do it, right? RIGHT.

Thinking too much.

Im tired of trying to figure out what's going to happen. Im tired of thinking about what I thought was going to happen, wanted to happen,  BUT didn't.

There's just too much on my mind lately and only so much I can handle right now. I don't know.  If I could only make you forget.. .

Im a confusing girl.  I don't expect you to understand.

yours truly,

jamie

ps: On a brighter note, I voted :).  Bye Bye Bush, HELLOO OBAMA.

Monday? Felt like Friday.

Yesterday was a long day. Started off actually going to my 745AM class. Wasnt worth it, I didnt even pay attention, all i did was sit in the back of the classroom reading twilight. HAHA. Went home, said helloo to my mother and to eggs n things i went to celebrate michelles 20th birthday. happy birthday again giiiiirl. Strawberry waffles were soo good, with bacon and eggs, mmm js about made my day. After went to the mall, then went to my friend jessicas house to "study" along with chris and bryan. we basically gave up after 10 minutes of studying. ohhh well. We ended up going on a spur of the moment trip to topanga.
Picture of the driver, chris gaps drivin jess baldi's truck. Ha ha ha.
sorry i was too lazy to turn the picture. :)
after that we decided to go hookah. hahaha, ended up at this place called the spot. it was fun. the food looked amazing bt we didnt eat. the hot chocolate was good tho.. . i should remember to bring a jacket next time. i was freezing!
the red lights were pretty trippy after awhile. ha
now after that we decided to go eat, but we couldnt decide for the longest time while driving. we ended up at hooters. i was exhausted by this time. haha, the food was yummy tho.
got back home around 1030. and that is when i started to study.. . well not really.

the test today.. ugh no bueno, but we'll see. after class ate at corner bakery. FINALLY. when i got home my dad made me eat again... im stuffed right now. im gna go take a real long nap, and wake up in time for my next class. well till next time.. .

yours truly,
jamie

ps: GO VOTE. <3

Basketball <3

The Lakers are my love.
No matter what.

Kobe is my LOVE. haha

yours truly,
jaym

ps: work was ahhmazing today. time to finish up twilight. dont bother me, im READING. hahaha. how lame.

Stupid Weather.

The rain and thunder woke me up. I can see the flashes of lightning. I'd be lying if I said the noise of thunder and the flashes of lightning doesnt scare me. Ugh. Well, now I cant go back to sleep. I guess I'll go and read Twilight. I cant seem to put that book down. Im almost done with it. What a way to start off my day, reading. Who woulda thunk it? Haha.

Yours truly,
jamie

I know its not right.

"pain is inevitable, suffering is an option."
think about it.

yours truly,
jaym

OH ps: im addicted to this vid. LOVEBUG. stop hating please. you know you love it too, SECRETLY.

Happy Halloween!

Ohh Happy Halloweeeen! :) I cannot wait for tonight, whatever going on that is and wherever it may take me. Everyone please be safe and have a good one. If you're lucky, I'll be seeing you. Haha.


I wanted carve a pumpkin like last year, too bad I didnt.

OH and my baby cousin is the cutest little thing ever isnt he?! loves him.


happy swalloweennn. you'll laugh if you recieved that text from me cause then you'd understand what im taking about. haha.

Yours truly,
jamie

ps: i still need to figure out what im gna wear. WOW im so last minute.

Oh no.

Here I go again, & I dont know what to do. Someone save me?

Yours truly,
jamie

ps:
And I'm telling you
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately.

Happy.

Yours truly,

jamie

I dont know.

Take me away. Doesnt the sky look so gosh darn beautiful? Haha. Well I think so.



Okay a Saturday catch up.

Saturday was Grandpa's Birthday. I had work till 7 and then headed over to my g-pa's bday party. It was a good night. I've missed my Hannah! .. . and others. hahaha.




Making smores with good company and music js about made my night. I love it.

I love a good fire. hahaha. Hannah see I WOULD blog about this.

This week is passin by way too slow. I wish it was thursday already. Yesterday we all ate at kona crisp? I forget what its called bt chris gaps chose it. And what a good choice. It was yummy, and im starving right now so im gna go cook something OR lets all go to corner bakery. Come on now... haha.

yours truly,
jamie

ps:
As I hear the words you're saying,
I'm falling for them EVERY single time.

Fuck You again.

He cant live his life without me as a friend
I cant figure out why I'd give a damn to what he wants
I dont understand the now before the then.

Fuck you for leavin me
Fuck you for not needin me

And everyone in this life would MISTAKE it as love;

yours truly,
jamie

Ahhh.

Im trying. This time I really am. But this isn't easy for me.

FUCK my trust issues.
would love to cross the line, but i built these walls.

yours truly,
jamie

The usual thursday.

Finally went to my 745AM class yesterday. Ugh was it boring. Anyway, after school went with the usual to Sam's club. Was yummy. After we all went to Bryans house. We played clue. Hahaha, and even though, Rob won.. . we all know that I actually WON. I really did. HAHAHA. Dont deny it.

After around 6 we headed to Gregs casa. Twas a good night. Pictures via cell phone a blur js like the night. ha ha ha. the only picture of me was gross and i am NOT gna post it. too bad so sad.








the end.
oh but wait,

the amber look alike.. . hahaha!


anyway, today i woked 3-8. basically my day. im js tired and lazy today. im staying home tonight.

yours truly,
jamie

ps: i hate looking back on all the bad times of my past. i js wna move forward but now i feel like im getting a blast from the past. HA. now im starting to think too much again. ew.

Said it.

I said it once, said it twice,
said it hurts.. . but I do it again.
I dont change, I dont learn,
cause I can't let it end.

Why does it all fall apart in just a matter of time.

yours truly,
jamie

Satin!

Oh I just got some new satin sheeets. All I want to do is lay in bed all dayyy. I love it! hahaha, no but seriously. I can go to sleep happy every night now. HA. Well hope you all have a good day. I am!

you cant really tell. but hey i love it and the color. i feel like cleaning today. ok i think i will.


Yours truly,
jamie

OH ps: Happy 19th birthday RYAN LOPEZ!
-from two years ago...

I guess.

Just when you think you've got me all figured out, 
the season's already changing.

yours truly,
jamie

ps: and i keep wondering why, you entered in my life.

Jueang's Twenty- One!

Happy Fucking 21st Birthday Jueang!  I hope you had a good one.

I couldnt find many pictures of just us two.

But heres some pics js for kickss.  haha Loveee.

& this ones back up again js cause i like it! haha. 

ok the end of pictures. see you sooon! lets go drink. ha ha ha.

yours truly,

jamie lobo

ps: work was actually good today.  free redbull.  i was afraid id get wings.. . cause redbull gives you wings? hahaha idk.

Parentals.

I know they care. But sometimes they care a little too much. They ruin everything sometimes. And I am SOOO mad at them right now. Ill get over it eventually, but because of them im missing out on one of the best nights!!! Ughh. I wish they js stayed in Vegas this weekend. But some things dont go as planned.. . whatever.

Sports themed party at Robs was SOOO much fun.. Too bad my PARENTS made me leave early to that too. I know ive fucked up alot in my life, and made some wrong decisions which made them not trust me... but I wish they could see how i've changed and how I can take care of myself now and i can make the right decisions for myself now. Im turning 20 in 4 months now. Come on... let me grow up. Some pictures of the night....















well there you go. have a good time tonight everyone without me.
LOVE YOU JUEANG. HAPPY 21st when it hits midnight!

yours truly,

jamie lobo

ps: slideshoww

"the only people you need in your life, are the people who need you in theirs.. ."