Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008.

Thanks TwIN. I would. haha.
as 2008 comes to and end.. .

IN THE YEAR 2008.​

Lost a frien​d?​
mhmm.

Staye​d singl​e almos​t the whole​ year?​
pretty much.

Had your heart​ broke​n?​
im heartless.

Had a stalk​er?​
js a little bit.

Done somet​hing you'​ve regre​tted?​
not this year. phew.

Lost someo​ne?​
:( yes.

Cut class​?​
who can wake up for 7:45AM class? i sure cant.

Were invol​ved in somet​hing you'​ll never​ forge​t?​
i guess.

Visit​ed a diffe​rent count​ry?​
i was in the philippines in the beginning of the yearr.

Lost somet​hing impor​tant to you?
yes.

Got a gift you adore​?​
fashooo.

Tripp​ed over a coffe​e table​?​
too many times.

Dyed your hair?​
not this year. i dont think? haha

Came close​ to losin​g your life?​
ahhhh.

Went to a party​?​
seriously?

Read a great​ book?​
thank you joleena. helloooo twilight.

Saw one of your favor​ite bands​/​artis​ts live?​
thank you mattie. hellooo danity kane. best bday present EVER.

Did you break​ up with anyon​e?​
no

Did you get anyth​ing for Valen​tine'​s day?
yesmmm

Did you meet anyon​e speci​al?​
special to me, yeah.

Did you fall in love?​
with life, i did.

Do you like someo​ne right​ now?
good question.

Did you meet any new frien​ds this year?​
oh plentyy.

Did you disli​ke anyon​e?​
yup.

Did you make any new enemi​es?​
who knows, but probably.

Did you resol​ve any fight​s?​
i dont resolve things. ha

Did you grow apart​ from anyon​e?​
that's life.

Do you have any regre​ts when it comes​ to your frien​dship​s?​
none.

2008:​ Your BIRTH​DAY!​
Did you have a party​?​
not a party.

Did you get any prese​nts?​
for sureee.

If so what was the best thing​ you got?
danity kane tickets/ juicy necklaceeee!

2008:​ All about​ YOU
Did you chang​e at all this year?​
nothing like iwas before.

Did you get your hair cut?
for suree.

Did you chang​e your style​?​
idk? did i?

Were you in schoo​l?​
always.

Did you get good grade​s?​
yes with an exception to one class ughhhh

Did you have a job?
still at aber.

Did you drive​?​
mhmm

Did you own a car?
i have a car i dont pay for ha.

Did anyon​e close​ to you give birth​?​
yes!!

Would​ you chang​e anyth​ing about​ yours​elf now?
sure.

2008:​ Wrap Up
Was 2008 a good year?​
best year so far.

Do you think​ 2009 will top 2008?​
i sure hope sooo.

I confe​ss that in 2008 I...
(/) staye​d singl​e for the whole​ year
(x) made out in/​on a car
( ) kisse​d in the snow
(x) celeb​rated​ Hallo​ween
( ) kisse​d in the rain
( ) had your heart​ broke​n
(x) broke​ someo​ne else'​s heart​
(x)​had a stalk​er
( ) moone​d someo​ne
(x) went over the minut​es on your cell phone​
(x) had a good relat​ionsh​ip with someo​ne.

( ) someo​ne quest​ioned​ your sexua​l orien​tatio​n
( ) came out of the close​t
( ) gotte​n pregn​ant
( ) had an abort​ion
(x) had/​have a relat​ionsh​ip with someo​ne you'​ll never​ forge​t
( ) done somet​hing you'​ve regre​tted
( ) kisse​d under​ mistl​etoe

OTHER​
( ) paint​ed a pictu​re
( ) wrote​ a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) shopp​ed at Holli​ster or Aberc​rombi​e and Fitch​
(x) poste​d a blog on MySpa​ce
(x) visit​ed a forei​gn count​ry
(x) cut in a line of waiti​ng peopl​e
(x) told someo​ne you were busy when you weren​'​t
(x) parti​ed to celeb​rate the new year
(x) cooke​d a disas​trous​ meal
(x) lost somet​hing/​someo​ne impor​tant to you
(x) lied about​ how old you were
(x) prank​ calle​d someo​ne

In 2008 I...
[x] broke​ a promi​se
[ ] falle​n out of love
[x] lied
[ ] cried​ over a broke​n heart​
[x] disap​point​ed someo​ne close​
[x] hid a secre​t
[x] prete​nded to be happy​
[ ] slept​ under​ the stars​
[ ] kept your new years​ resol​ution​
[x] forgo​t your new years​ resol​ution​
[x] met someo​ne who chang​ed your life
[ ] met one of your idols​
[​x]​chang​ed your outlo​ok on life
[x] sat home all day doing​ nothi​ng
[x] prete​nded to be sick
[x] left the count​ry
[ ] almos​t died
[x] given​ up on somet​hing/​someo​ne impor​tant to you
[x] lost somet​hing expen​sive
[x] learn​ed somet​hing new about​ yours​elf
[x] tried​ somet​hing you norma​lly would​n'​t try and liked​ it
[x] made a chang​e in your life
[x] found​ out who your true frien​ds are
[x] met great​ peopl​e
[x] staye​d up til sunri​se
[x] cried​ over the silli​est thing​
[x] was never​ home on weeke​nds
[ ] got into a car accid​ent
[x] had frien​ds who were drift​ing away from you
[ ] had someo​ne close​ to you die
[x] had a high cell phone​ bill
[x] spent​ most of your money​ on food
[ ] had a fist fight​
[ ] went to the beach​ with your best frien​ds
[x] saw a celeb​rity
[x] gotte​n sick
[ ] liked​ more than 5 peopl​e at the same time
[x] becam​e close​r with a lot of peopl​e


2009, IM READY.

yours truly,
jamie

2007.

FOUND in my box of notes.. . memories.....

ohh what a boy he was, given to me october of 2007.
the good old complicated days. weird how love works huh?
and so he wrote me a poem .. .

love is a feeling that i can't explain,
makes me do things that might seem insane,
so many feelings just rushing through,
cherishing every moment that i spend with you,
when i notice you walking by
i get scared and feel very shy
every time i see you i look the other way,
feeling all queasy inside, not knowing what to say,
i think of what to say for a while ,
but all i come up with is just to smile,
since the first time we met,
your cute face i could not forget,
when im around you i can’t keep my cool ,
i just panic and act like a fool,
not knowing how to express what i feel ,
can this be love for real,
i wish i can be more than a friend,
i'll be with you till the very end,
i hope you see that this is true,
that i have fallen in love with you.

cute right. how'd i let this one get away? that's why i say, funny how love works. you can't help who you like, and who you dont. you cant force yourself to like someone if you just don't.  yeah, funny how love works.  

yours truly,
jamie

Monday, December 29, 2008

Daddy & Mamaa.

Thanks :) I loves it.

Yours truly,
Jamie

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Babyloves.

Baby Loves, LOVE the LAKERS. <333. my babiiiiess, my favorties. lol and some more pics of them for your enjoyment.
yeah, you see those feet in the background? That's me! HAHAHA.

The end.

Yours truly,
Jamie

Okay.

Workskiiiiii till 10. Ewwww.

Yours truly,
Jamie

Friday, December 26, 2008

Ugh.

Im sorry I can't ever fucking please you. Thank you very much, FUCK YOU very much for ruining my day.

Yours truly,
jamie

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas.



hahaha.

yours truly,
jamie

L.O.V.E.

Love gives you courage, being loved gives you strength.
Merry Christmas Eve
From my family, to yours. :)

COUSINS <333.

Yours truly,
Jamie

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Yayy.

I couldn't be more happy than I am right now. :) FINALLY.
Never say never.

Yours truly,
Jamie

ps: I got my white christmas.. .

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Gossip Girl.

Ok last one. I can't wait for the return.



Anyway, yay to gossip girl themed parties, oh you know.. .

Yours truly,
jamie

Fucking BurgerKing.

Got it from my cousin. ha



yours truly,
jamie

Trust.

Talkers. Everyone talks and tells other peoples secrets. Im not gna lie, I do it to. But hey, I keep things I know shouldn't be said and when I know it's not my place to tell. My point is watch what you say and to who, because you never know who they might tell. You can't trust no one. NO ONE, well I can't anymore. Even the people I thought I could trust let me down. So tell me, what's next? HA

Yours truly,
jamie

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Oh no.

We're going back to the start.
Nobody said it was easy.

yours truly,
jamie

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Again.

Here we go again. I'll be going shopping bright and early tomorrow yet again, maybe this time I'll shop a little for me too? hahaha. Maybe. To the americana it is! Well, I think? THREE more days till Vegas. Weeeee.

Oh, so I've decided.. . I will be taking Winter classes. Mmm, wonderful. Ehh, anyway, I was bored ... so uhh picture? ha


Yours truly,
jamie

ps: TIN hang out w/ me thursday. :) I LOVE YOU!

Monday, December 15, 2008

Not quite finished.

I didn't quite finish all of my Christmas shopping today like I planned to, and I spent about $300. Not bad? Idk... hahaha. Wednesday, I plan on finishing. Well I am happy to say I did not buy a single thing for me. Who knows how much I woulda spent if I bought stuff for me too. lol. Ohhh well. The cold has come and listening to Christmas music just makes me happy. Vegas in four days. I can't wait!

Yours truly,
jamie

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Boring

Michael Bublè ugh, I love him. I can listen to him everyday and not get tired of him.



OH, and I forgot who sent me this a long time ago, but it never gets old. I like this song.



Anyway, uhm I think I'll finally get some Christmas shopping done tomorrow... I can't wait to be broke again. :)

Yours truly,
jamie

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Hmm.

I do a lot of walkin, but I don't do much talkin' these days.

Well, I can't wait for tomorrow to be over with. & I especially cant wait for December 19th. :) Just one more paper and one more day of studying.

yours truly,
jamie

Monday, December 8, 2008

It's almost here.

It's almost here, can you smell it?! Time to make my wishlists for the secret santaaaa's. Find it on elfsterrr, you already know :)

The weekend was good. Thursday night, I sang karaoke with my dad, yeah I did. Friday, Mikko's 21st. Saturday, the Fight at Rob's, Sunday, mi casaaa. Im tired. Parentals left yesterday, and they'll be back home, TONIGHT. Back so soon, Ohhwell.

Winter break officially starts THURSDAY, I can't wait. Especially for thursday night, PURPLE & GOLD. Wooo. A great way to start off breeeak. Well till then, you can find me stuDYING. See you when I see you.


yours truly,
jamie

OH and I've been having this reoccurring dream every night for four days straight now, even today when I took a nap, and now Im afraid to fall asleep because of this dream. Ugh. It's nothing happy or anything. It needs to stop. ha HELP ME. I need to find the dream book my sister bought awhile ago, I need to figure out what it means......

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Oh What A Night.

Last night was fun. Random, but fun. I'll post some pictures later. Oh Jacob Black made an appearance. Hahaha OH MAN. He loved joleena for sure. hahaha jk jo! OH, and I love how a certain someone picked me up and put me on the birthday boys lap and I turn to him and go "Hi im jamie, nice to meet you, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" hahaha, just a memorable moment of the night. HA. Anyway, find me tonight. buhbye. Now please excuse me while I go throw up last night.

yours truly,
jamie

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Too much.

I actually went to math class monday-thursday this week. yes i woke up and got to class ON time. thanks to my 3 different alarm clocks. LOL.

[x] math test. thanks kid who sat next to me and gave me answers.
[x]presentation. thanks bryan for talking half the time. haha.
[x] nap. thanks ----- for waking me up.
[ ] english essay due at exactly 6:30pm. uhh wish me luck?

this week was pretty hectic. next week especially will be since its finals week. so for the kick off to finals week... party sunday? yeah, i said party and yeah, i said sunday. hahaha. jk, idk.

sadly, i will not be going to vegas this weekend. well time to bs an essay. till nex time.

yours truly,
jamie

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

It doesn't surprise me.

Yes, I understand people make mistakes. I've made plenty, from it being silly mistakes, to stupid mistakes, and even a mistake that changed my life. BUT making the same mistake over and over again? Tell me, why? I don't understand.

Time for another change.

yours truly,
jamie

ps: you did it once, and you're doing it again. go ahead, keep it coming.